Friday 14 August 2015

Up early

Moved to the couch and taking some food through the feeding tube.

I want to feel a little bit of happiness now. That kind of happiness that makes you motivated. I don't. I keep thinking about time. And  how much time do I have. Because I don't want to waste a second doing something that I feel is just wasting time.

Maybe I will try watching that anime again now. But I don't want to be interrupted again. I am afraid that I will. And also they've increased the dose on alot of medication. I think it is making me more tired.

The doctor comes today.

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